I know a girl that is obsessed with one thing. Oh, how hard she concentrate on this one particular thing.
She disregard her social life for this. Her education is falling down under because of this. And every step she takes, she needs it.
Is it her reflection that makes it so delusional? That her mind is empowered by what she think she sees within the mirror. The girl that everyone sees isn't the girl that she sees. She strive for her appearance to be like the girls with pom-poms. It gets her real frustrated when all around her she hears guffawing. Two lens draw on her figure. Not only this cause her mental suffocation, but what goes around her environment as well.
And i... i see it in her eyes.
I tell her... "fake it-- put on a secure smiling mask." And she does.
I tell her... "Lie if you have to; it's for your own good and others." And she does.
I tell her... "Be a Robot with no emotions, conform to everyone. and follow others." And she does.
I didn't allow this to happen, i don't blame her, it can't be her fault, the only thing to blame is the people and what's around her. The influences, the causes, the acts, the pressure. Bitter the world may be, but i made her life so beautiful on the outside world where she must and have to conform.
If i don't help her, paranoia will consume her, fear will destroy her, and everything will uprise within her.
I now know whenever the sun rise, i have to prepare her for this. Prepare her to face her reality.
"They will not force us,
they will stop degrading us,
they will not control us,
we will be victorious..."- Uprising--Muse
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