...to save me from this road i'm on... Jesus take the wheel...  

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Unfortunately, I'm back at school. School can be such a drag to everyone, and yet once they leave school, maybe they'd be glad, or some will be disappointed. But for me, i'll be glad. I sometimes wonder why I'm at school; yes i have the chance to show up at school, to continue on with the education i want, but i end up going to school, not even trying and wouldn't want to try. 

The exams that i've done before the holidays, i got them back once i came back to school. No surprise on how i went. All it can do is haunt me near future, but wouldn't affect me unless it continues to be an un-finish building that's really unstable. I either need to try because at this moment, my life is the Titanic ship. Crush and burn. 

Sorry if i bore you people with my holiday story, but it won't be as bad as listening to the stuff you people are irritated about. 
Well, going on about my holiday. It didn't turn out the way i expected, just like the people on the American Airline flight 11 and 77, and United Airlines 175 . But for them, THAT event was a tragedy. Mine, nowhere near; just a normal teenager situation. Well, I'm a girl that likes to hang with friends, that would obviously give out what i've done on the holidays, if not, i'll pin point it out. I went out with my friends. *Gasp* Shocking. xD!
Well, the main fun days i went out with my friends, was to Luna Park, City with Angela and the beach. It was wickedly radsome, being all wild and such. 
There was some kind of issues referring to 'Friends'. I can tell some people reflect upon those issue, even i, i must say. It wasn't the problem where you meet so many people as you pass by, you won't remember them once you take such a small glimpse at their structured face. It was the people that you let into your life, that you have befriended. As an individual, we may fail. A person walking down a hill, once they reach the bottom of the hill, there's a cliff. There's only one option for you; so you think. This is what most people have troubles with, thinking underage, wanting to get the easy way out. But even if you do fall down the cliff, there will be so many yellow clouds to capture your every fall. I'm pretty sure you all know, you, as a person, stand on thin and thick ice with others. "Because you got a friend, and me..." 

Well, i see it's impossible to cope with 'Life', at the moment; dealing with your problems, isn't it? It will always follow you. Black dog. My problem right now, is houses are doing my head in. With the Government giving first home buyers $14,000, or something, my parents went on finding a house, we just now need to wait for the retail people to call us back. It's actually difficult to find a "perfect" house, with a good and right deal. Another, i really, desperately need a job. At this moment, i don't give a jack about my L's. I doubt i'd have anyone to instruct me on how to drive, and i need money to actually hire someone to lend me a hand.  

You people are AWESOME!  I know i am. xD!

It's something to contemplate on...  

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I ask, why true friends, aren't really true friends? 

Is it always been like this in all generations? 
Are those type of "true friendship", only appear in fiction? 
Or is people wandering around in the wrong section of "friends"?

Rise up...  

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Keep your eyes focused this time
Keep us in front of your sights
I've waited long for this, now it's our time for bliss
I just hope we have the time, 
I stand broken please God hear my cries 
He does every time

How many times have you watched me fall just to smile?
I've been through thick and thin
We struggled through, now we smile
So we're here now, just be ready
Brace yourselves 'cause we're not leaving

Keep your eyes focused this time
Keep us in front of your sights.
I've waited long for this, our time to shine
I just hope we have the time, 
I stand broken, please God hear my cries 
He does every time

Help us get out, Help us get out out into the open 
Help us grow, rise up, rise up
Help us grow, rise up, rise up
Help us grow, rise up, rise up
Help us grow, rise up, rise up

I stand broken, please God hear my cries 
He does every time
I stand broken, please God hear my cries 
He does every time, he does every time

Keep your eyes focused this time
Keep us in front of your sights
I've waited long for this, now it's our time for bliss
I just hope we have the time, 
I stand broken please God hear my cries 
He does every time



Why do people feel the way they are? Is there any explanation on why they have to? Or is it just life itself? Throughout the biblical times, new experiences were made, new expression, new emotions and other things. From this, do we learn from other peoples emotion? Their experiences? There are so many different people sharing similar emotions, went through/will go through the same experiences. But how you see it, is completely up to you: the person's proactive-ness and their active-ness. 

Another cause, Does our action cause others harm? I mean, emotionally. To think, when someone is feeling anxious, irritated, joyful, that's what you're bringing to the atmosphere? And you see differently throughout your environment. Or when you want something to happen, but it's actually really happening but it's  faltering your surroundings, the things you want, because you're worried of your other friends not being there, and having fun with others. But when, maybe, they feel the same way towards your actions. When something goes all wrong, everything will go all wrong towards your life, because of your reaction's causing your emotions to spin around you. I guess sometimes you don't care what's going on around you, because when you feel those kind of emotions, other people are feeling it too; along with you. Not just yourself. So why not be alert, tell someone. Everyone that are your friends or anyone that you're close to will give you assistance. Don't ever hold it back. Don't exaggerate the situations, you're not helping yourself. 
Try make yourself happy, whatever makes you happy, do it. It may seem hard, but it will help for a while. 
=D

It doesn't get me down and I feel OK, Cause the sights that I'm seeing are priceless...  

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2 weeks of exams and study. I'm really lethargic with all my school work. In my opinion, i really do think school work is worthless when it's a subject/topic you're not interested in. 

The people who knows me well, knows I'm a total failure, and that i never try. I'm not motivated enough to do anything that is concerned with school. I can describe myself in many words, and it goes along the route to "laziness". I mean, who is bothered with school anyways? I doubt anyone likes school, unless they're really sad and such. Although, people that are doing well in school, yeah, for sure they'll get somewhere. Although, in my thought, i think everyone will get somewhere, no matter if they're dumb or not. Just believe, Pinocchio! 
Just remember, don't pressure yourself. =D

I started my holidays after i finished my last exam, Exploring Early Childhood. With All the exams i've done, i have no idea how i went, and i do not care. 
I've spent most days with Angela, since we practically have most subjects together. We studied and had fun. When we went to study, we'd spend some time in the library, her house and my house. Mostly, we couldn't be bothered to study at all. 
Tuesday and Thursday was our day off. On tuesday, we wanted to explore Sydney. So we only went to Summer Hill, although i got us lost. xD!
Then we went to Macquarie Square, spent hours walking around. Fun times, fun times.
During our "fun time", me and Angela have done some hilarious acts. Such good fun times. 

It's going to be Easter holiday, and i have nothing in mind on what to do. Maybe this is my chance to catch up with everything i miss doing, reading, taking a stroll, and such like that. There are pros and cons about being with friends, and being alone. I guess it's either what type of person people is, maybe they like to balance it, or they like more company than being alone,or someone that dislikes to social, and wants more alone time, they have their reasons.
Who knows what i'll do, whatever comes up, i guess it wouldn't hurt to do the things that just comes to mind. 

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We'll be playing and having fun...  

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Today is hilarious. Somewhere around 12 something am, Chi picked me up, at my house, planning to bike to Angela's house, but Angela wasn't home, because she was at Cabramatta with her parents, so change-of-plans, we biked to Khoa's house. Chi had to go home- he only came to take me where i wanted to go. He's nice. 

When i got to Khoa's place, he was playing some online game, while i was watching "Don't forget the lyrics". Later on, Khoa turned on a movie, "The Love Guru", although it kept buffering because Vy was watching anime. Funny xD!
Around 2, i left Khoa's place to go to Angela's house, it took me half an hour or so. When i got to Angela's house, i couldn't be bothered studying, so much for studying. xD!

We spent most of the time taking photos in front of Angela's place, doing some funny shit.
Here's a video that'll make you people laugh, or not. 
Ignore the craziness. xDD!