I’m looking for the brighter days to come my way...  

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This week was out of the ordinary week. I was actually really happy this week after hanging with other groups. I got to know other people; that I hang around this week. It made me see something In different perspective, like everyone has their own weird way. I knew people weren't all normal anyways. I wonder If I should continue going to groups to make me happy? Selfish as it sounds, but i do make others happy. The only thing I want most, Is to have a best friend to hang outside school all the time, even if she/he doesn't attend the school I go to. 

Everyone seem to have an interesting life that I wanna hear about, to learn how they truly are, and heir emotions.
Read them as If  I'm reading some kind of mystery investigation novel. 

Life is the same, doing the same routine over and over again, every single day. Nothing has change...  Next week, i have exams for 2 weeks, which will quite stress me out... even if I seem not to care, but it does...
This is all i got to say, I have nothing else, so yeah.

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We used to be friends...  

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My truth is within me, I am not happy with who I am with, yet it shouldn't concern them. Yes, I had that choice, whether to linger with them, or to detach from them. I longed for a best friend, but i now see the people i  hang with, are the wrong people to find "Best friends" in. But they will always be a friend to me and i will always befriend them.

And so i move onto someone who i find will be right, and not "dissimulate" everything. Someone that is faithful to be a "best friend" rather than someone that just wants to be "loved" by everyone to put on some kind of mask. This has perturbed  me these past couple of weeks and it just sucks. 

Well, i'm filled with boredom right now, and i need some entertainment.
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Today was same ol' thing. Although at lunch i went to someone else to catch up. And i hang around with Helen after school,  going to Cabramatta Library for my first time, was so weird. The bathroom, i have to say "WTF?". Some kind of place where people is allowed to syringe themselves because there was a box that says "Needles here". Like, what the in world? So they knew people put liquid in themselves so they allow it? Very strange place. 
xD!
Well, i'm done. 

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Waiting on the world to change...  

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"To be, or not to be, that is the question...", Hamlet, Act 3, Scene 1, 55-87. 

The soliloquy i adore. 
What Shakespeare was trying to say about this soliloquy was about life and death, he isn't precisely verifying the question, but debating on life itself, and facing death as you live. 

I'm not going to proceed about Hamlet, that was just to get me started on the topic about life from the famous Hamlet.

Now, what do you think life is about? Many people have different meaning to life, because everyone has their own ability to conquer their own life. There are people who are pessimistic about life, and want to take the easy way out, people who are full of life. People see life in different aspect, this is why they have different meaning for life. 

How i view my life, is more of a change right now. Oh how i longed for change where i can open a door and step out to something outrageous. Something so uncommonly i've never experienced. Right now, 'tis difficult to find someone interesting to experience life with. (If my friends are reading, don't get me wrong. Hope you all understand. Although i don't tell you what my problem is, so yeah. You all are still awesome, although everyone is awesome, but still)
I wanna experience life how everyone is experiencing, be with the people that has rough times, good times etc.  Although i'm quite young at this moment, but this will do, for now. 


Well, wasn't that a bunch of nonsense?
It's blah this and blah that. It sometimes makes this whole life very meaningless, because maybe it is. Is life worse than hell itself? We suffer physically, mentally and such. Even if you're living the life, there's something, THAT little tiny something will eventually disintegrate. This world maybe selfish, filled with betrayal, but who really knows when they're so secretive?  Maybe life sometimes isn't meant to be. 

Now, what you saw here, were two totally different aspect towards life. 
Well, just making my point. Have no idea why i brought up this subject, well i do. Just, yeah.
Well, you wasted your time reading this, now, make up for it.
^_^

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"A path on which to travel"  

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This is a picture by Michael Leunig. I find his cartoon pictures clever, with such meanings behind them all. Michael Leunig is a philosopher, behind all his poetry, cartoons, might be something you seek towards in life. 


"Let it go. Let it out. Let it unravel. Let it free and it can be, a path on which to travel"
This goes to show that, with your experiences you've gained, learned from your past, and what you know within yourself, is to overwhelm your imagination, to broaden your life-line within your society. 
If you just let those  knowledge from when you were an embryo to when you're ready to set that individuality, set that all to unravel within yourself, to set the goal you've chased for, or to help you travel your pathways. 
As you can see in the picture, the string that's coming from his head, is his mind that he's walking on. Leading a journey to wherever he ends up to. 

Your life is a progression, it'll move onwards. You hear people saying "Move on", all these philosophy to help you lead a life, listen to them, it really comes in handy. 

I must say i'm no expert on this Philosophy stuff, but i learn all this by everyone around me, it's the same as you all. 
Nature vs. Nurture. 
It's always been a debate, whether it's just the normal life, that nature gave to us, because we have all these experiences, or is it nurture, the people around us that influence us to be like this?
There's so many questions, no one can answer, all we can do, is seek the answers, following our own idealism. 

Just remember, people may always be there for you, give you advise and information, but it's up to you that chooses for yourself.

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Such unusual day...  

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On the 11th of March, was the day our lunch got interrupted, once again. 

Some anonymous girl pranked called the school, alarming Mrs Ormen (however you spell her surname) that there was a bomb; bomb scare. 
It's their stupidity-ness that they got them self into a hell lot of trouble when Mrs Ormen called the police to track the caller down. This is a rumor though, i heard it from a friend and such. 
Well, here's the video, didn't record much. 


Here's more random videos on this day.
Physics lesson without Mrs Brett



Lunch time



These are my friends who i hang with at lunch and recess.

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Clouds upon my head...  

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Yeah... life has gotten boring, and i wonder why. Most teenagers as myself, crave for adventures , but adults, another generation to ours, think it's best we don't have experience in the fun life, because out in the urban society it's like a jungle,  quarreling with nonsense. 

I want to be a teenage that has freedom. 1 in 1000 girls has those kind of freedom, but only god knows what happens to them. I don't really want to know what happens to them because i really don't want to face those kind of situation. But hey, who am i suppose to say that when i want that freedom? I guess I'm really not ready for those type of free-life. They do say, Parents knows best. 

It's a shame that i haven't been concentrating on school, not doing homework, leaving everything to the last minute. My oath was to concentrate in school and do all the school work. But that failed. It's so difficult to concentrate when everything around your world is happening, and you just can't ignore it, it pulls you into them. But i guess that's just me. People like me don't really take interest in school work and such, and slack of most of their days.

My mind drizzles in such surreal thoughts to what is around me that effects these image to be created in such character. 
Come to think of it, i should try and make through school to function in life, with all these phantasmagorical gashing throughout my entire life.

The state of mind can fool you, but only you can control what you think and do.

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Happy birthday to Anna.  

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Today is Anna's birthday party, but her birthday was on the 5th of March. I came late today, but Angela told me nothing much really happen, but i don't know that because i came late since i had tutor. Such a shame. Well, it was a fun party, the people, i can see, had a good time in a way. All i hope for was that Anna had fun, because after all, it is her party and kinda her day. Gee, everyone looked sizzling. Pictures on top. 
Most of the day all i did was eat, run around, going to people, seeing what they were doing, taking photos and watching Edward Scissor-hand. 
Well, i really can't be bothered telling you all about it, so here's a small video. The time when we sang "Happy birthday" to Anna.





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When life tumbles...  

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Today was such an unpleasant day. 

This morning i was late to school, there's no question on why i was late, since i woke up early and was ready early for school, but unfortunately, my so-called "mother", had to make me late; which i dislike. It's so humiliating to be late Once you enter the class, the teacher gets upsetting because you disturb the class, and sometimes all eyes of the students are on you, and somewhat it suddenly goes quiet. Another is that, i totally misplace my swipe-card somewhere, and now it's lost. I already had a lecture last year about responsibility with the swipe-card, so i really don't want another lecture about something nonsense to me. 
First thing in the morning, my first period, was something i don't take interest in, but somewhat i ended up with the subject. Physics. 
When i got to school, i realised i had forgotten my phone, iPod, pencil-case; which is important that i need those items. 

Well, i had my first in-class exam for Ancient, it was okay, but i blanked, not knowing on what to write or where to start. I always have trouble with that. 

Sometimes life can be so harsh, especially if you're not organised, and everything just bombards into your life.  

Well, enough revealing too much about my inner life. That's enough about my terrible day. 
If you people are having a horrible day and such, sit back and relax... you deserve it. 

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