Awaiting for my future...
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Feeling the adrenaline rush when i think of the future that's way ahead of me; after finishing year 12--the HSC course, i'd be happy.
I want to make new friends; oh how i've been waiting for friends that i would be happy with.
Pathetic how when it comes to friends, i get really emotional.
I remember the past, there was this one girl that made me happy. Even if i wasn't showing it. The things she's done, i followed on with her flaws, i accepted it. But somewhat there was clicks going around with ethnic, we were splitting. Until we literally did. She's a friend that i would consider a good friend. But then again, goodness what she's doing now. I see her from time to time, she's happy, and it makes me happy.
Well, i just want someone i can hang with for now, to make me enjoy the relationship of friendship.
I know, soon, the friends i have now, will slowly break like icebergs. But i wouldn't worry, i'd bring me down. I just want someone i would be friends forever, that i can trust, have fun with, back me up all the time. But, there's no one with all the ideally "friendship things" i want. Oh well.
It's all in good fun.
