Outrageous, I tell you all. This is worse than the Apocalypse of the world!
Since this morning I've been extremely bored, doing nothing what-so-ever-- except that I've been doing my Ancient History Personality project, but that's still nothing.
Since this morning, I've been on the computer non-stop-- I'd usually be out and about with someone.
Since this morning, I've been leaving my music player on all day.
Since this morning, I've been missing Angela, and how I would be with her if she was here.
Boredom has never gotten to me before, up until now. It's not a nice feeling at all. It literally stroke me down in darkness. I guess this is the time for me; when Angela isn't here, to do my assignments, and to try and finish it off.
For three days. Three whole days.
I just can't wait till Angela comes back. No more boredom for me.
=D
I'll wait, wait until you come back, to regain the enthusiasm I had when you were here.
"Must Have Done Something Right"
We should get jerseys cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen
If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right
Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen
If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right
To think the first time i met you, i was so careless of who you were. And yet still, i don't know how i met you. It's something that i'd go for days searching my memory to figure out the first time i set my eyes on you, and how we befriended each other. But the thing is, time kept moving on, and i grew fonder of you. I can now reminisce all the cherished adventures we had together; even if it was with a bunch of people, you were still there.
The days i groused about friendship was something nonsense. I felt empty to know i had no one. It was nothing to do with Love, it was the emptiness to have no friendship with someone i grew accustomed with.
I show everyone i care, in such a unique way. But with you, i can't restraint for the concerns i lay on you.
I must say you're very insecure and fragile. At times, you make me feel very reluctant, because when you're in that state of mind, i feel the atmosphere you're sending out around you.
Everyone cares for you. You should be lucky you have others, even i do, but i disregard them. I was witless enough not to know i had a wonderful person like you.
If you were on thin ice, i'd be under the frozen water to try and stable the ice steady; even if it freezes me internally.
I imagine our friendship more in the future; the typical high school friends forever, being roommates, doing everything together kind of thing. Further more, i want to help you, be there for you. The day that i didn't keep what i said that i'd do, i felt very remorseful. Never again, will i do such a thing like that. I'll make sure there's no obstacles in the way, and i'll prevent them. You're really essential to me, and nothing or anyone can get in the way; not even other jealousy friends, my parents nor guys, ESPECIALLY guys.
The thing i really want, is for you to be happy, and to enjoy everything. I want to help you to fulfill YOUR happiness, now, later, in future, whenever.
To me, you made me feel happy. I experience lovely things from you. Even if i wasn't open, but being with you, i don't care about my problems, because having you as a friend, it's something magical.
All of this may sound very corny, and no friend would express this much to someone they care; unless it was a boyfriend or something like that. But, it's all truth. I apologize for the way i say things. I can't express how i feel about you, but, all i know, is i'm happy you're here.
Anh the Awesome and Angela the Best!
You’re always very specialAnd you should know today
That you are wished the nicest things
That life can bring your way
Like warm and loving wishes
And happiness and cheer
And everything you need to start
Another happy year.
Happy birthday, Lisa.
Unfortunately, I'm back at school. School can be such a drag to everyone, and yet once they leave school, maybe they'd be glad, or some will be disappointed. But for me, i'll be glad. I sometimes wonder why I'm at school; yes i have the chance to show up at school, to continue on with the education i want, but i end up going to school, not even trying and wouldn't want to try.
The exams that i've done before the holidays, i got them back once i came back to school. No surprise on how i went. All it can do is haunt me near future, but wouldn't affect me unless it continues to be an un-finish building that's really unstable. I either need to try because at this moment, my life is the Titanic ship. Crush and burn.
Sorry if i bore you people with my holiday story, but it won't be as bad as listening to the stuff you people are irritated about.
Well, going on about my holiday. It didn't turn out the way i expected, just like the people on the American Airline flight 11 and 77, and United Airlines 175 . But for them, THAT event was a tragedy. Mine, nowhere near; just a normal teenager situation. Well, I'm a girl that likes to hang with friends, that would obviously give out what i've done on the holidays, if not, i'll pin point it out. I went out with my friends. *Gasp* Shocking. xD!
Well, the main fun days i went out with my friends, was to Luna Park, City with Angela and the beach. It was wickedly radsome, being all wild and such.
There was some kind of issues referring to 'Friends'. I can tell some people reflect upon those issue, even i, i must say. It wasn't the problem where you meet so many people as you pass by, you won't remember them once you take such a small glimpse at their structured face. It was the people that you let into your life, that you have befriended. As an individual, we may fail. A person walking down a hill, once they reach the bottom of the hill, there's a cliff. There's only one option for you; so you think. This is what most people have troubles with, thinking underage, wanting to get the easy way out. But even if you do fall down the cliff, there will be so many yellow clouds to capture your every fall. I'm pretty sure you all know, you, as a person, stand on thin and thick ice with others. "Because you got a friend, and me..."
Well, i see it's impossible to cope with 'Life', at the moment; dealing with your problems, isn't it? It will always follow you. Black dog. My problem right now, is houses are doing my head in. With the Government giving first home buyers $14,000, or something, my parents went on finding a house, we just now need to wait for the retail people to call us back. It's actually difficult to find a "perfect" house, with a good and right deal. Another, i really, desperately need a job. At this moment, i don't give a jack about my L's. I doubt i'd have anyone to instruct me on how to drive, and i need money to actually hire someone to lend me a hand.
You people are AWESOME! I know i am. xD!
